Ain’t nowhere to run to. There ain’t nothing here for free
I butter my skis and jump off
Laughin’ it up like Bernie Madoff
My heart and mind clash sparks spray off
My AK JK this man fights with his words not his guns
I just wanna run-
Got my dome split
Decisions decisions kick your ribs until the bone splits
This track I own it
Racism Time on his chariot
Blazing dabs your joint barely lit
But I gotta stay clear and focus
Git up git out and get something
Don’t let the maze in your eye cast dice
Move unseen cause cartoon terror like mice
Don’t test unless you plan to sacrifice
Push yourself you can do it eat your rice
Sumo champ selling all my movie rights
That’s my dream or something close
Play close like Glenn skiing on toast
No time for writer’s block in improv or no such thing?
Faith would be nice, but I’ll settle for hope
Got to clean these dirty glasses and clear this smokey head
Get excited about life instead of counting days til you’re dead
Trying to get my hands on some paper all I can grasp are some shreds
Love finds a way to overcome it all the real and the B.S.
Makes all the fear the doubt the broken self esteem worth it in the end
Just sittin riffin tryna spill it all out
Create something express myself that way instead of shout
On second thought find me a pillow to absorb the noise
And watch out as I hurt around all my toys
An child’s distraction from an adult’s labor
Just need to remember how lucky I am and do myself a few favors
Walk the ponderous path, the cold air seizing your flesh
A barren valley or impending woods are suggested by the fork
Stare at each with wicked eye and clenched fingers
The heavens open, but not to yield an answer, just to lament something you’d forgotten
The fruit is not ripe, it bears nutrition but not flavor, yet it fuels the wont journey
The Sun rises without fanfare, and sets without remorse. If only you could mirror this behavior
But all the world’s a stage, your part semi-secret, your lines improvised, your actions telling…
Fearing fear itself go forth, and laugh.
Cast away your magnifying glass, and trust not your high beams
History lies and speculation disappoints as oft as they don’t
Laugh, dance and free your mind of the if’s & when’s & what will’s & what did’s for a while, and perhaps, my friend, you may find a smile.
The groggy sun rises late while
Pious mountains and humble hills watch the modest sky
Fingers of amber reeds rake the wind
Fish awaken slowly and hungrily
The film of the lake surface is immaculate but it doesn’t conceive
And lights wave to us in the foggy distance
The air though, is pregnant
Elusive solitude soothes the soul
Nature’s cycles, her stillness are a comfort to wary travellers on who come to this stop weary
emotionally disheveled. Each person’s island is a sacred gift, not to be exploited or forgotten
Thoughts waltz across the dancefloor of my mind and exit as gracefully as they entered
This peace I wish for all, this chance to remember what we are and why we’re here
I see my brains laid out on the carpet maroon stains the white
I know I’m blessed but right now I just can’t see the light
My eyes are twitchin’ my fam will be missin’ my white ass
If I make that God-forbidden decision and let hell come to pass
Under my eyelids man it hurts but relief comes quick
I gotta tell you I wasn’t even depressed just sick
And tired of this bullshit it just never quits
I ain’t got enough of what I want and I needed it yesterday
Don’t want to work for it, just want it to come easy, just wanna play
Rewind it back pull the bullet into the gun
I can’t end this life now, it ain’t done
Not just for my fam but for myself
I gotta do what I can to lift myself up why else?
No other reason I just love me when it comes down to it, no pain or frustration can hide that for long
My will to live and thrive is too strong.
I’m looking for my angel. She’s invisible.
Until the exact right moment in time. That precious tick…
She will be the extra gust of wind in my sails
She will be my companion, my confidant, my muse.
We will talk about politics and current events and never get upset over it.
We will explore the world together. One day.
We will only have eyes for each other
We will build a home on our principles
We will laugh, cry, dance, fuck, and yes, argue.
But it’s okay. We love someone because we let them hurt us.
Pain is worth it if God forbid…
I hope love is still real
Cords of delicate delight spice the eve
Unbelievably childish under the picnic table
Dragons puff their chests beyond recognition
Friends float amongst the babes
Deflower the Mayflower
Dreams caught in the static
I run to magic
Behind the roots
Under the stairs
Where the Jaguar sniffs